4/5/2017...200 weeks have gone past and there hasn't been a day when I haven't missed you as hell. You are loved and missed dearly my DARLING HUSBAND. Still wish you come back and this lie ends... and I hug you tightly to never let you go ever again. Who thought, our promise to be with each other for the rest of our lives will be so tragic...that you will spend the rest of your life with me and then just after 9 years I will have to carry on all alone with your memories waiting for this life to end...and to be with you again. We who won't go 1400 seconds without even hearing each other's voice now will live apart for 1400 days. Everyday of this life without you next to me feels like it is torture....can't wait to see you and be in your arms. Love you loads my sweetheart husband. Miss you.