* Blessed * 🙏 Being blessed is the best! Now that I finish this life test, there is no more pain in my chest. Not being obsessed, by your death, now I can finally take a rest. Rest from this 10 year long heart arrest, Longing to be by your side - the one, who was the best. No more tears or mental arrest, Just being gracious of this life - Blessed. Joy, love, peace, happiness and abundance is the result of this 10 year long test, I forget all my regrets. I’m now blessed. 🙏 Am I blessed?

My Darling Husband...on this day, when I have officially outlived you, left behind on this planet to still carry on; I miss you loads. Still feel it’s unfair that you were taken away from me so early. We had so much to live for, you had so much to see and do that you were unable to do. Nothing makes sense as to why. You graced this planet 35 years and 176 days and this morning I completed that time on this planet. Don’t know how much more strength I am going to need to carry on yet again from this point to carry on ALONE. Hope to see you one day hopefully when you are waiting for me with open arms. Love you loads.

Today it’s been 2013 days since you left me on 4.7.2013! 2013 days Binu...I use to find it hard to stay apart for 1; 2; or 3 days ...imagine 2013 days :-( Why did you have to go?!!?!?